Chapter 15 - Ashley Came Back in Handcuffs
Ashley returned to Colorado wearing the same expression she had worn at my funeral.
Controlled.
Elegant.
Annoyed that reality had become inconvenient.
The difference was the handcuffs.
Canadian officers transferred her to federal custody at Denver International Airport before dawn.
News cameras were kept away because the charges were still partly sealed.
Ashley wore a gray detention sweatshirt instead of one of my dresses.
Her hair was tied back without makeup.
She still managed to look at the agents as if they were employees who had disappointed her.
Her new attorney requested a proffer session immediately.
Ashley wanted to trade information for a reduced sentence.
Rachel invited me to watch remotely.
I almost refused.
Then I remembered Ashley standing above the cliff asking whether I was dead.
I remembered her in my robe.
I remembered her wearing my mother's earrings while discussing the payout.
I wanted to hear what she called those choices now.
Ashley began with the oldest lie people tell when they have been caught beside someone worse.
"I was afraid of Michael."
The prosecutor across from her did not react.
"When did you become afraid?"
"Months ago."
"Before or after you began an affair with him?"
Ashley looked at her lawyer.
"Before the cliff."
"That wasn't the question."
She exhaled.
"After the affair began."
"Did fear make you accept money from him?"
"He controlled the money."
"Did fear make you hide behind trees while his pregnant wife approached an isolated overlook?"
Ashley stopped answering.
Her attorney intervened.
"We are here to discuss cooperation, not to conduct a hostile cross-examination."
The prosecutor folded his hands.
"Cooperation begins with truth."
Ashley looked down at the table.
"I didn't think he would actually push her."
I stood so abruptly the chair behind me hit the wall.
Rachel glanced toward me.
"You can leave."
"No."
I sat again.
On the screen, the prosecutor asked Ashley why she had hidden near the trees if she did not expect violence.
Ashley rubbed her thumb against one fingernail.
"Michael said he wanted me there as a witness."
"A witness to what?"
"To Emma behaving irrationally."
"Did you bring a camera?"
"No."
"Did you call anyone when Emma screamed?"
"No."
"Did you go to the edge to see whether she was alive?"
Ashley swallowed.
"No."
"Did you hear Michael say she hit the ledge?"
"Yes."
"Did you ask whether she could climb back up?"
"Yes."
"Did he say no?"
"Yes."
"Then did you leave?"
Ashley closed her eyes.
"Yes."
The prosecutor leaned back.
"That is not fear."
"That is participation."
Ashley's composure cracked for the first time.
"You don't understand what he was like."
I whispered to the screen.
"I do."
Rachel heard me.
She said nothing.
Ashley began telling the story she should have told before the cliff.
Michael started the affair with promises.
He told her I did not love him.
He said I controlled him financially.
He said my family treated him like an accessory to my wealth.
Ashley enjoyed being the person he claimed truly understood him.
At first, she believed the fantasy that we would divorce.
Then Michael showed her the trust.
He explained the marital remainder clause.
He explained the life insurance.
He explained that divorce would leave him wealthy but not powerful.
My death would leave him both.
Ashley claimed she told him to stop talking like that.
Then prosecutors played her own recording.
Her voice asked:
"How long after the funeral before we can announce us?"
Ashley stared at the table.
The prosecutor paused the recording.
"Was that fear too?"
She began crying.
I felt nothing.
Not satisfaction.
Not pity.
Nothing.
There are tears that ask for compassion.
There are tears that arrive when consequences finally become personal.
Ashley's were the second kind.
She admitted helping Michael research mountain weather.
She admitted introducing him to Trent, who then connected him with Nolan.
She admitted opening the offshore account.
She admitted transferring money.
She admitted moving into my house because Michael said acting quickly would make their new life feel inevitable.
She admitted wearing my clothes partly because she knew it would have hurt me if I could see it.
That answer surprised even her attorney.
"Why?" the prosecutor asked.
Ashley looked toward the wall.
"I hated her."
"Why?"
"Because he always talked about her."
"Even when he was with me."
There it was.
Not terror.
Not coercion.
Jealousy.
She had helped destroy a woman she barely knew because she resented being second in the mind of a man who planned murder like a business acquisition.
The prosecutor asked about the first staircase attempt.
Ashley admitted purchasing the lubricant.
She claimed Trent applied it.
She claimed Michael intended only to cause an injury that might lead to pregnancy complications.
The words were so monstrous that even Ashley seemed to hear them after saying them.
"Only an injury," the prosecutor repeated.
Ashley looked down.
"I know how that sounds."
I laughed once.
Rachel looked at me.
"You don't have to watch."
"Yes, I do."
I had spent years being told my perception was unfair to Michael.
I needed to hear the ugliness spoken plainly by the people who built it.
Ashley then described the night before the mountain trip.
Michael packed rope, an emergency blanket, and a satellite beacon into the SUV.
I remembered seeing the bag.
I had thought he was being careful because I was pregnant.
He removed the rope before we left the trailhead.
He kept the emergency blanket.
Not for me.
For himself in case he had to wait for weather to clear.
He planned my death with safety equipment for his own comfort.
Ashley said Michael rehearsed the story repeatedly.
Emma became upset.
Emma walked ahead.
Emma refused to turn back.
Emma slipped.
Michael tried to reach her.
The storm made rescue impossible.
He practiced where to pause.
He practiced when to cry.
He practiced the sentence about losing his entire world.
The same sentence I later heard on television.
Ashley admitted helping him choose it.
I stared at her image and realized my funeral speech had been rehearsed while I was alive upstairs assembling Noah's crib.
The prosecutor asked what happened after the fall.
Ashley described Michael laughing.
Then she said something new.
"He wanted to go down."
I leaned closer.
"Why?" the prosecutor asked.
"To make sure."
"Why didn't he?"
"The slope was too dangerous."
"He thought he might fall."
The absurdity almost made me sick.
My husband was willing to throw his nine-month-pregnant wife over the edge.
He was not willing to risk his own footing to confirm she died.
Ashley continued.
"He tried to call Trent."
"The signal was bad."
"Then Emma's watch started making noise."
"Michael grabbed it and canceled the alert."
"He threw it."
"After that, we went back to the car."
"Did he express concern?"
Ashley shook her head.
"No."
"What did he say?"
She hesitated.
The prosecutor waited.
"He said he was hungry."
I closed my eyes.
After pushing me.
After hearing me scream.
After knowing Noah was inside me.
Michael was hungry.
Ashley said they stopped at a restaurant in Estes Park before Michael reported me missing.
He ordered steak.
He ate almost all of it.
The receipt still existed.
Timestamp: 7:21 p.m.
My fall had occurred at 6:44.
For thirty-seven minutes, while I bled on a ledge and fought hypothermia, my husband sat in a warm restaurant with his lover and ate dinner.
Then he drove back toward the trailhead and began pretending to panic.
The receipt became one of the most emotionally devastating pieces of evidence in the case because it required no interpretation.
He was not searching.
He was dining.
Ashley finally reached the recordings.
She claimed she made them for self-protection.
She claimed Michael had become increasingly threatening.
She claimed the night after the funeral, he told her too many people knew.
"Who did he mean?" the prosecutor asked.
"Nolan."
"Stephen."
"Trent."
"Curtis."
"Me."
"What did you think he meant by too many people knew?"
Ashley whispered.
"That eventually he would get rid of us."
"Is that why you fled with the money?"
"Yes."
"And why did you take nearly all of it?"
Ashley looked up.
"Because I earned it."
Even her attorney closed his eyes.
There it was again.
The real Ashley.
She thought helping plan my death entitled her to a share of the proceeds.
The proffer ended after six hours.
Prosecutors did not promise immunity.
They offered only to inform the sentencing court of truthful cooperation if she pleaded guilty to conspiracy, attempted murder, financial fraud, and obstruction.
Ashley wanted less.
The prosecutor said no.
She asked to speak to me.
I refused.
Then she sent a message through Rebecca.
I need Emma to know Michael has one more recording.
Rebecca brought the note to me.
"What recording?"
"Ashley says she doesn't know exactly."
"She says Michael made it the morning after the cliff and stored it with what he called the widow file."
I stared at her.
"I'm not his widow."
"He thought you would be."
Rachel searched the property inventories.
No file labeled widow had been found.
Then Curtis Vale requested a private attorney-client property return hearing.
Among the items he claimed were privileged was a small encrypted solid-state drive seized from his office.
The evidence log identifier ended in WID-01.
Widow One.
Prosecutors immediately opposed the return.
The judge ordered the drive held for crime-fraud review.
Curtis's lawyer fought for forty-eight hours.
The court finally allowed a forensic examiner to inspect only metadata first.
The drive contained twenty-seven folders.
One was labeled AFTER EMMA.
Another was labeled BABY.
A third was labeled IF SHE LIVES.
The final folder was password protected.
Its name was simply:
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