Chapter 12 - The Question I Stopped Asking
I stared at the business card as if someone else had written it.
The handwriting was mine.
The question wasn't.
Or rather, it belonged to a version of me I'd spent years forgetting.
Before Chloe was born, I'd handled logistics accounts with contracts large enough to make people nervous.
I knew how purchase orders, approvals, and vendor records were supposed to work.
When Lucas launched his consulting projects with Elliot, he sometimes asked me to review forms.
I remembered objecting to one arrangement because the customer and vendor addresses overlapped.
Lucas dismissed it as a bookkeeping detail.
The next week, Elliot arrived with a folder and asked me to sign as an administrative witness.
I refused until I understood the transaction.
Then Chloe became sick with a high fever, my mother had surgery, and life swallowed the argument.
I'd thought the matter ended there.
But the card suggested it hadn't.
Denise asked me to locate any emails from that period.
I spent hours going through my old work mailbox and a cloud backup I'd nearly forgotten.
Buried in an archived folder was a draft agreement naming me as a potential officer of a company called Harbor Meridian Services.
I had never accepted that role.
Yet the document included a signature resembling mine.
It wasn't enough to establish a forgery, but it was enough to raise a question that deserved an answer.
Northline appeared repeatedly in the accompanying messages.
Denise contacted a financial investigator who specialized in disputed business records.
She also warned me not to conduct my own covert searches of Lucas's accounts.
“We only use records you can lawfully access,” she said.
“Evidence is less useful if we damage the case collecting it.”
The investigator, Daniel Cho, reviewed the documents and found that Harbor Meridian had submitted invoices to several clients whose contracts were linked to Northline.
He could not say whether the invoices were fraudulent without original records.
But he noticed something odd.
The company's mailing address had changed shortly after I left my job.
It now matched a mailbox Lucas controlled.
That evening, I tried to remember the last time I had felt free to disagree with my husband.
The answer frightened me.
Not because he'd shouted every time.
Sometimes he had smiled, changed the subject, or made me feel foolish for asking.
Control hadn't arrived with a locked door.
It had arrived with a thousand little reasons to trust him more than myself.
Chloe sat beside me drawing stars on a sheet of blue construction paper.
“Can we make a spaceship?” she asked.
“We can make anything.”
She handed me a silver marker.
I remembered the missing star charm on her old backpack and swallowed hard.
Instead of asking about it, I drew a crooked moon.
A few minutes later, my phone rang with a blocked number.
I didn't answer.
A voicemail arrived.
The woman sounded frightened.
“My name is Nadia Bell.”
She inhaled sharply.
“I need to speak to your attorney.”
Then, after a long silence, she added a sentence that changed the direction of the entire investigation.
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“Lucas isn't the only person who knew what happened at your house.”
